Sorry all about the late post. Just realized I had not posted yet... It's been a rough week.
What started as just homework has quickly turned into something much
bigger. These meditation practices have given me a glimpse of a life filled
with total peace, wisdom, and loving-kindness. As I stated in prior blogs, I
engaged in meditation prior to this class but it was nothing like the
structured ones I practiced in this class and certainly nothing like the guided
meditations. My meditation practice routine consisted of taking some time out, from
time to time, to lose myself in the soft and soothing sounds of waves (from my
CD), sailing away from the distractions of my daily obligations. I certainly
did not have any specific goal other than escaping reality for a little bit.
That helped me “refueled” enough to tackle my next task(s). The meditation
practices in this class took me much further: they unlocked the door to peace
in its purest form. Initially, I had some adjustment issues with the guided
meditation: the “guiding voice” distracted me from my focus a great deal. Indeed,
every time I attempted to float away in this wonderful world of inner peace, “the
voice” swiftly brought me back to the harsh reality. With practice, I have “conquered
the voice”. Like the adage says “practice makes perfect”. I now find myself
enjoying these moments of great escape from the daily dealing of modern life.
The two practices I connected more
have been Loving-kindness and Aesclepius practices. They are the easiest for me
to do and also the most beneficial. After each exercise, I find myself much “lighter”.
I did not realize that my life was clouded somewhat by unnecessary worries, ill
feelings, and stressors. This realization came to me as quite a surprise
because I always pride myself of being the type of person who “sees the glass
as half full”; an optimistic, positive, loving, and always ready to lend a
helping hand type of gal. These two practices took me to a place where I was
able to tap into the deeper me, the inner me who is more peaceful, much wiser, and
with much more loving-kindness.
Mind training is and will be in
session for a long time to come, as this is a lifelong journey. I still have
ways to go but, every day that goes by, I get a little more focused, gain a bit
more control of my mind and the path to human flourishing is a bit more
defined. Slowly but surely, I will get there.
Browny.
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